Life is Learning

Life is a learning process. If you're good at it, you will never stop learning and growing. If you happen to stop learning, I have no idea what happens but I'm sure it isn't good.

In my short 22 years on this planet I have learned more about a lot of things than most people have the opportunity to learn about in their whole lives. I know how important it is to tell people how much I love them. I know how important every day is and I try to do something productive every day- even when I feel like sleeping all day. Even when I do sleep all day I try to have at least a few minutes of productivity.

I know how precious life is and how not to take many things for granted. Time is a terrible thing to waste, and I try not to let petty things or bull shit take up my time.

I also know who I am and what I'm looking for in life. Most of all I want someone to sit next to my bed. I don't really care who it is - ideally a significant other, but anyone will do. As long as they sit by my bed and hold my hand it will all be good. I don't want to face the scarriest moments alone. That is my greatist fear - to have to be sick and alone.

Do you want to be my hand-holder? I am accepting applications.


-- Post From My iPhone

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Kyra S. said…
Luca says, "I will hold your hand, as long as I can eat your watch!"
May 29, 2009 at 8:22 AM
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