The Ides of March
This is all because the Ides of March. E tu, Brutus?
I want to curl up and die. Yep. Yep, I do.
I'm in so much pain. Emotional pain mostly, although my sinuses are going to hurt like fucking hell because of all the crying. Well, when I need sinus surgery, I'll know who to blame. Bastard.
I'm in so much emotional pain because of my CF - why do I have to go through all this other bullshit too? It'd be so much easier to curl up and die.
I just wanted something to help me forget the pain for a little while, and I end up sobbing uncontrollably.
I'm done with guys. DONE. D. O. N. E. DONE. I just. I. There. Words. NO. aRE. none.
I may or may not continue speaking to a select few whom I deem worthy, but other than that I will not be speaking to or associating with anything male.
All I wanted was the pain to ease up a little. Now I'm in more pain and I can't stop crying.
I want to curl up and die. Yep. Yep, I do.
I'm in so much pain. Emotional pain mostly, although my sinuses are going to hurt like fucking hell because of all the crying. Well, when I need sinus surgery, I'll know who to blame. Bastard.
I'm in so much emotional pain because of my CF - why do I have to go through all this other bullshit too? It'd be so much easier to curl up and die.
I just wanted something to help me forget the pain for a little while, and I end up sobbing uncontrollably.
I'm done with guys. DONE. D. O. N. E. DONE. I just. I. There. Words. NO. aRE. none.
I may or may not continue speaking to a select few whom I deem worthy, but other than that I will not be speaking to or associating with anything male.
All I wanted was the pain to ease up a little. Now I'm in more pain and I can't stop crying.
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