If I could, I would go to CF Group every week. Those people really GET me. I love them.
Tonight we talked about pets and many things not related to CF. I learned and realized some things today - besides the fact that I have a migrane right now and need to go take something for it...
On dating- I know what I want, I know what I need, and I'm not going to settle for anything less. I will not put myself in a situation where I have to "take care of" the other person. It would be stressful on me and make my own health worse. I know the kind of support I need in a partner and I'm now willing to wait until I find the right person. I can't "make" the right person. I need to "find" the right person.
Right now I'm in a place where my friends are great and I have enough of them to support me and help me and my family is fantastic. Let's stand up and give them a round of applause - they are that good. And my therapist is amazing. I want to keep seeing him once a week for the rest of my life just because he's a cool guy. I like being able to say whatever I want to say (not like I don't do that here) and have a professional's outlook on the situation. I like his jokes and his comments and he's a fun guy. I always leave there better then when I walked in. I think maybe I need lots of therapy just to get through life. Maybe so I won't be so lonely.
On summer - I love summer. I got sun burned yesterday and it felt so good. Just a little sun burn. Not like I will tan or anything - because I never do, but I know that I got some vitamin D besides that which I took with breakfast in pill form.
In summer my friends are around. This summer is going to be another good one!!! I am already talking to people I have barely (or not at all) seen since fall semester began. It's those hard working people I love to spend time with - and they're just so damn busy during the year!
I'm too sleepy to write anything else.
France won the World Cup and all I got was a lesson in how to chill out - On Sunday I befriended a 20-year-old French kid named Etienne while sitting on the concrete railing of a walkway leading down to the Seine. We were gathere...
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