On Never Dating Ever Because It's Not Fair.
The last post was titled "On Not Dating" and I was contemplating the recent ending of casual dating with Boy (read that first). Now I have realized some other things and this came out of that... So, I've now decided that I will never date ever (because seriously, how could I do that to another human being??? How could I expect another person to want THIS??? To want me and all that comes with me???) So here's the rest of the conversation with my friend - the reason I came to the conclusion that I can't date. I just can't. ME: having CF - I really don't get what would be so awful about being in a relationship with me??? Honestly, please talk about this with me because I'm about to lose my shit all together here and I just can't handle crying one more time today. [editor's note: I did lose my shit... you'll read why] Him: ok well look you have a big disease and it dominates your life it dominates every part of your existence [editor's n...
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I hope things are getting better. I was glad to read that you're feeling better. Hopefully you are starting to see the light at the end.
Someday, I'd love to discuss why your CF care is/was in Madison, not Milwaukee. I debate moving Emily at least every few months. Maybe your parents would be willing to share some insight, too?
Have as good a weekend as you can.
Tami
Love,
Steve